Monday, August 31, 2009

Assumptions


The last time I wrote a blog (sorry for the delay but the students came back last week), I talked about how a friend of mine said I overthink. Well, it turns out that my number 2 problem is that I make assumptions. It makes me smile because he is absolutely correct. I do make way too many assumptions about all the things that I overthink about. Of course, my dad would say to me, "You know what happens when you assume? You make an ASS out of U and ME."

I think that my assumptions are a bi-product of me overthinking. When I overthink, I tend to imagine the worst possible outcome. The reason for this is because I just don't think that life is all peaches and cream. I do not believe that everything has a happy ending because the world does not work that way. I have learned that not everyone has the best intention and not everyone can be trusted, so why should I assume that any situation I am in would come out good?

Now, with that being said. I do believe that in the end, everything will work itself out and not in the fate type of way. I do not believe in fate because things don't just happen, especially in relationships. Everyone has a choice in what happens to them. It is because of that, that I assume the worst because (again) not everyone has good intentions.

Then there is the fact that I can be so emotional that I think things are essentially about me when they really aren't. Assumptions can be particularly bad when it comes to this age of social media. It is very easy to think that a status message on Facebook, AIM, or Myspace can be about us. We project this because quite possibly we hope that we are being thought about even if it is not in a nice way. Not to mention the numerous amount of "tweets" that go around these days. It is very easy to get caught up in the hype.

The best assumptions are the ones that are completely baseless. I think about my family on this one. I will tell you all right now that my family is jacked up...on both sides. You have people not talking to each other because this person said that. There is animosity on so many levels that I am willing to bet all of it is based on assumptions. Miscommunication and overthinking breeds assumptions. We all assume that when a loved one doesn't call it is because they are not thinking about us, not realizing that this may be the furthest from the truth. In fact, I have had many discussions with family members about why I don't call them...meanwhile the phone works both ways.

Someone asked me why do I always assume the worst. The answer is very simple. When the worst happens, I am prepared for it. So, if the best case scenario were to occur it is a welcome surprise. Probably not the best way to think about things, but I make sure that I do not fool myself when the shit hits the fan. This type of thinking does me very well at work (of course). I am never caught off guard when it comes to a situation because I am generally prepared to handle many bad situations. Why not apply the same principle when it comes to love and life?

I know that I am talking mostly about bad assumptions and worst case scenarios, but do I really think about the best possible outcome in a given situation? Yes, I do. It tends to be a quick thought of what could be, but I never prepare for anything good to happen because I tend to roll with the good times. Besides, assuming the best of times can be just as bad as assuming the worst times. Alas, my issue.

So now what? Well, I was sitting in my bed the other night, just looking at the ceiling. The TV was on and at that time it seems to just look at me. During that moment, when it was just me and my thoughts (and my dog), I made a promise to myself that one day I will be happy again. With that said, I reflect back to my overhthinking and my assumptions and I ponder the advice of that good friend: "You just have to roll with things and go with the flow"

5 comments:

Rameer said...

Good post, bruh. I hold the same view - assume the worst, and let the best pleasantly surprise you. It works for me.

P.S. - Disney bought Marvel(!)...

EccentricGirl said...

While these things that you admit to doing can be seen as negativeby others - over analyzing things, making assumptions, etc. - it seems they've had positive impact in your life some way or another.

You say you are never caught off guard because you expect things to turn out bad. You say you tend to over analyzing stuff, but that over thinking has prevented you from making the wrong decisions in life.

I agree with the first comment, whatever works for YOU!

Latinegro said...

Rameer - you and i are always on the smae page. I was thinking that Universal Studios will have to take all those rides down.

EC - Well, I do get caught off guard when it comes to women but, I try my best to prepare...lol

EccentricGirl said...

Yeah, I think that's most of us. It's difficult to not get caught off guard when it comes to matters of the heart. We're human.

Corina said...

I don't think making assumptions is a bad thing, just like "over thinking" is not necessarily a bad thing. I find that I have been hurt so much and so often that I am reluctant to think or assume that anything but the worst will happen. This is when we lock up our hearts and not let others in. It's self-protection. Which is good. For a while. Then we have to, like your friend says, go with things and roll with the flow.

You WILL be happy again one day. I hope it's soon enough for you!

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